My inner boy yearns for full authority - with a paddle, strap, cane, whip or similar. I seek a loving, aware and intelligent man, who whips me without mercy, appreciates my fear, pain and obedience as love, and breaks me to remold to his whim.
Your cock twitches when I fetch your preferred instrument of agony. And again when you see fear in my eyes.. then tears, until full surrender. Once broken by a man, I never see him with same eyes.
You are comfortable tattooing your authority on me, breaking me physically and emotionally, without concern for my welts, tears, sweating and shaking. You expect immediate and full bodied obedience from me, including sexual obedience with discussion.